Wedding Day…

A couple of years ago, I never thought this day would come. Shoot…a year ago, I never thought it would come.

The last couple of nights I really haven’t slept all that well. Restless sleep…2-3-4 hours of sleep. Last night was a pretty long night, but I had some things to take my mind off the magnitude of what I am about to do off my mind a bit. Hosting friends, packing, and watching a movie were some of those things. I had planned on waking up a little early this morning to finish my vows, but I didn’t expect to be wide awake at 6:15 this morning. I have done a good job of keeping myself calm, but there’s a level of emotion surging through me that I just can’t quite explain.

There’s a mixture of nerves, excitement, happiness, wonder, awe, amazement, and pretty much any adjective you want to throw in there. I’m shaking so bad, I am beginning to believe that I have Parkinson’s. My breathing is a little weird…

But as I sit here in this @Starbucks four hours before the wedding, I can’t help but think back on the last year with Ashleigh and all of the things that have confirmed our decision to be married. Through the mix of emotions that are running around me right now, me thinking of the things that have brought confirmation is what’s keeping me calm.

And the fact that she makes me happy…

God has been good to us…and will continue to be.

#ibelieveit #teamoconnor

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